"It is important to always act based on long term rational self interest however it may be hard emotionally"--Zara

دوشنبه ۲۰ فوریهٔ ۲۰۱۲

A letter to myself

Zahra, honey.

You are brave and successful. What happened was not your fault in anyways. You didnt do any think unwise or illegal - a sound in my head wants to point out what I did was wrong. But hell with that in so many levels what I did labeled cool, brave, exceptional...but I think it doest really matter. The sound in my head might be right to some extend but by no means he has all the truth.

Zahra, honey, let me recap for you what happened. Something went wrong, you could have been more be careful and prevent it. You didnt, no problem! understand it and forgive yourself. Then you did a GREAT job in damage control. you took yourself to the hospital the minute you thought some thing is wrong, despite all the snow...you got all the possible medication. You got all the work which was needed to be done. Today, you went back to hospital and took all the test except one which was so hard for you to do. And according to the nurse it is Ok. You look healthy now...

Zahra, there are people who like you, who care about you. Who cheers for your success. Dont let this one incidence overtake the joy of getting the best job in the world. There is a life wide open in front of you are gonna be even more successful.

Zahra, honey. Dont be scared...thrust yourself and your abilities. know that you are doing better than a lot of other people.  And life has more to offer.