Why am I torturing myself, for something I can not do anything about! Zahra, the world is not fair...you did your best, but you can not do more than this. You can NOT change the world, you can not undo what have been done. Zahra Please! Please love yourself...you deserve it! Even if there is nobody to hug you, you can take care of yourself. Just look at all you achieved before you get 30! and I mean "achievement". You worked hard for every single bit of it.

Zahra, Chanel you anger towards a better good. Support other girls...try to bring awareness to the community you live.

Zahra, dont fight a fight, which you can not win...instead accept it and put your energy towards a better good...

Take care of yourself....Please please take care of yourself.